Current mood:

discontent

The almost top 10...
I thought it might be best to get this out cause it has been stuck in my head. I know no other vent but this one. Someone may feel sorry for me and let me know. :P

1. All the things I see that she would most likely take pics of. Like today it has been raining and all this little waterfalls appear on the ride home. They are the same places where she wanted to take the pics of the icicles.

2. The new music. She always had a different CD in her car bought or burnt. Strangely most of the time it was something I liked.

3. Our phone calls. We could talk about anything. From things we heard or silly shit. From the day we split it has seemed like it has disappeared.
Example--Candy: "Guess what?" Me: "What?" Candy: "I'm a monkey."

4. The feeling I got when she pulled up to my house. Then it would get stronger cause of the look she would give, a big smile, and followed by "Hi."

5. Being into so many of the same things. Jackass, punk music, and Bam with the CKY crew. I could have pumped out a few more there but I'm trying to keep this short.

6. The feeling of her just being beside me the nights we were together. I'd wake up in the middle of the night, look at her, and feel so lucky to have found her. No matter where I was with her it was like home.

I could fill in a few more but it is just little things that are real personal. Like the way her hair smells or the way she kisses. There are something you just don't talk about. I guess I'll shut up. If I said anything else I might embarrass her or make her mad. Who knows maybe I made her blush. Oh well it was all from the heart.

PEZ